leave gently

Gently, not to disturb them you leave on the dreamland, country, ear ring out of the train whistle roar, the long journey, the heartbeat accelerate, is fear, fear is the bitter taste of life, is a bottle of bottle.

Walk on the way in the foreign, memories of the past, two short bitter, experienced a lot of pain and sorrow.

Back once, out of university, face the pressure after social, talent competition. In a meeting go to the wall, and again in the failure, I lost confidence smile, lost dream wings. To society, I don't understand, how it's the space, also not understand my are supposed to do. Pain and helpless hugely increased, later, I used to think to give up major, to seek new roads, I choose to repair, maintenance of the printer and computer, I in the study, found a conclusion. Once I, is how naive, is how stupid, think that society to confirm my subconscious, the existence of advantage, I found that I can finally, I was wrong, not social adapt to you, but you adapt to the society. There is a good, "want to high iron, have a high iron, into the high speed rail" and society is not same? "In the society, see social integration into society", learn the five months of maintenance, also in their parents' career, at the request of the steps, stop returning home, and I get back, maybe the object is adversity tries them right, to me, and he paid the price too much to her guilty, the heart is too much, slowly, found that the value of the work, and the value of the work, I wait for my time in necessity, wait for opportunities. : From the home stay there, and so that mix eat die have what distinction, and two, or the burden of the home, we increase the heart also in countless times, I was perhaps tangle has very strong rebellious heart, to his family a lot of disaster, home, also brought trouble trouble to his whole life. How many times to when faced with their parents, said: "I'm sorry" can speak is not always able to export. Ah, I may not be a good son, but I have a conscience, have their own principles. I don't want to go on like this, and you don't want to complicity side to love me the person.